At that place Elijah came to a cave, and spent the night there. Then the word of the Lord came to him, saying, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” He said, “Go out and stand on the mountain before the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by. ” Now there was a great wind, so strong that it was splitting mountains and breaking rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire; and after the fire a sound of sheer silence. When Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his mantle and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave.
I am speaking the truth in Christ-I am not lying; my conscience confirms it by the Holy Spirit- I have great sorrow and unceasing anguish in my heart. For I could wish that I myself were accursed and cut off from Christ for the sake of my own people, my kindred according to the flesh. They are Israelites, and to them belong the adoption, the glory, the covenants, the giving of the law, the worship, and the promises; to them belong the patriarchs, and from them, according to the flesh, comes the Messiah, who is over all, God blessed forever. Amen.
Second reading Romans 9:1-5
Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side, while he dismissed the crowds. And after he had dismissed the crowds, he went up the mountain by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, but by this time the boat, battered by the waves, was far from the land, for the wind was against them. And early in the morning he came walking toward them on the sea. But when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified, saying, “It is a ghost!” And they cried out in fear.
Immediately Jesus spoke to them and said, “Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid. ” Peter answered him, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water. ” He said, “Come. ” So Peter got out of the boat, started walking on the water, and came toward Jesus. But when he noticed the strong wind, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, “Lord, save me!” Jesus immediately reached out his hand and caught him, saying to him, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?” When they got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”
Reflection
Immediately Jesus spoke to them and said, “Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid. ” Peter answered him, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water. ” He said, “Come. ” So Peter got out of the boat, started walking on the water, and came toward Jesus. But when he noticed the strong wind, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, “Lord, save me!” Jesus immediately reached out his hand and caught him, saying to him, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?” When they got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”
Reflection
By Bernard M. Borja
Let me share a story about a fisherman and his son:
One late evening, a fisherman took his 13-year old son with him on a boat and went fishing. They threw their nets out when they were at the middle of the sea and waited. As the hours passed by, the weather was becoming rough. The wind blew stronger and the waves started crashing to both sides of their boat. The fisherman was afraid but not because of the storm. He was used to this kind of weather ever since he was a young fisherman. This time, he was afraid for his son. This was his son’s first fishing at the middle of the sea. He was being tossed from both ends of the boat as the wind got stronger and the waves got bigger. But the look on the boy’s face made him curious and somehow enough to calm the fear of the fisherman. His face shows as if everything will be fine.
“Don’t worry, father. All is well with us. The storm will pass in a while.” said the boy with such an assuring look in his eyes. As they both tried to pull the nets, they saw another boat not far from where they are. It was full of people trying to hold on for their lives. But the fisherman and his son were stunned when a white figure appeared near where the struggling men are.
“Father, look!” said the boy pointing at the white figure. “I think I know that man!” The fisherman was astounded not because he also recognized the man, but they were seeing him walking on the water and unfazed by the strong winds. Suddenly, they saw one man going out of the other boat and tried to get near the man in white. The fisherman and his son were amazed to see that the man who came from the boat can also walk on water. But after a few steps from the boat, the man began to sink and was crying out for help. The man in white reached out his hand to pull the sinking man and they both got back into the boat. Suddenly, the storm passed and the sea became calm as if nothing happened.
The fisherman asked his son, “How did you find the courage and believe that the storm will not take us? I was afraid that you might despair and cry out when we were getting hit by the waves. But it was you who assured me that everything is well.” The boy said to him, “Because you are with me. I know that any father would not mean harm to his child especially if he wants to teach his good ways. I am the son of a fisherman who still insists on fishing in spite of the rough weather and even if his family does not want him to go.
But most of all, before we even got into the boat, our supper made me trust someone who I know will take care of us even if he is not near. It was you who wanted to go and listen to that man before we go fishing. We only have five loaves and two fish which are enough to sustain us in the middle of the sea while fishing. But when I offered these to that man, he multiplied it and shared the food to everyone who was also there. We still have more when we return home. That moment, I knew that all will be well if we trust that God will take care of our needs.”
The fisherman smiles as he says, “You’re right, son. I am somehow ashamed to have forgotten the grace we have received yesterday. But seeing that same man who we listened to, walking on the water while the storm got terrible, I had a feeling that he will save not just that boat full of men, but also all the other boats in this sea.”
Of course this story is not in the Bible, but somehow this alternate story may remind us that the saving grace of God will always be for all. As St. Paul said, even the Jews and Gentiles in spite of their unbelief, are included in the divine plan of eternal salvation. The apostle was even willing to be excluded from this salvation if it will help his fellow Jews understand and believe that Christ is the Messiah.
Trusting is one big part of the whole plan. But being aware of the presence of God is as important as trusting and believing. Today, we are invited to become aware of God’s presence as He continues to reveal Himself to us in this difficult time. Just like how God revealed Himself to Elijah through a light whispering sound (a sound like silence), we need to constantly seek God through silence and be able to dwell in His presence. Though in the middle of this storm, we might have doubts arising like the disciples in the sea. But we must remember how Jesus revealed himself saying, “It is I. Take courage.”
The disciples,especially Peter, did not immediately recognize Jesus. Peter still insisted for Jesus to reveal Himself again through something extraordinary. Jesus responded to Peter’s request, and Peter was able to walk on water. But even in walking, Peter may not still be aware of the presence of Jesus. Only because of the strong winds, and as he started to sink, did he acknowledge that Jesus is with them.
Maybe we are like Peter. After all the extraordinary things we have witnessed in our life, we still seek more of it. Maybe because we are used to being aware of the presence of God in the grander events in our life. God is inviting us to find Him in all things, most especially in ordinary things. Today, we may be in the middle of the sea being tossed by the waves because of a violent storm, but looking at how the men and women in white (our healthcare workers) extend their reach to the needy may remind us of how Jesus pulled Peter out of the water. God also reveals Himself today through simple things like a prayer that we came across social media, which also moved us to pray; or a phone call from a loved one who really wants to see and embrace us but are not able to, which remind us that all will be well in time; or the provisions that we have which enables us to give a portion to the needy, but still have enough for our own household.
Finding God today may be difficult if we can only see the pain and suffering. But these pain and suffering may help us cry out to God, Who helps us see and feel His consolation through the people who continue to give without counting the cost, the people who work hard but do not seek rest, and through the people who continue to serve even without receiving any reward.
Prayer
Dear Jesus, thank You for staying with us always to assure us that everything will be well. Help us to trust in You always and be aware of Your presence in all things. In moments of doubts, we ask You not to turn away but pull us out from the water as we sink. May we strengthen our faith as we continue to seek You in each other. Please continue to protect us especially our healthcare workers as they risk their lives in saving the lives of the sick. This we ask through the intercession of our dear Mother Mary. Amen.
